poptarts

I haven't had one in awhile, but I'm hecka craving one right now. Strawberry, preferably.


So lifes been pretty rough the past week. I don't really feel like posting the details on the internet where it is accessible for anyone to read, but at the same time I just kinda feel like writing some crazy rant-y blog. But I won't. Just know that I've been hurt. And I'm really conflicted at the moment.


College is going well. I really miss Charlotte! But we've been communicating a lot, so I'm not really worried about growing apart. And I've made some pretty good friends so far. I'm doing my best to get into the routine of things - with homework and all.  I'm definitely not used to doing homework at all, so its been super weird for me to have SO much.


I'm watching Mean Girls right now, so I'm kinda distracted. Soooo that'll be it for now.


Szia!

awkwardness

• You check your phone, because you have nothing to contribute to the conversation.
• Wait for the right time to say something, you get interrupted. Twice
• Someone you vaguely know is walking in front of you. You maintain distance.
• Hold the door for some. They’re slightly too far away.
• Someone comes online, you say “hey”, they go offline.
• You go in for the high-five. Other person isn’t looking.
• Accidentally look someone in the eye. Pretend to look past them.
• You say something stupid. You play it down, but everyone sees your face going red.
• You say “hi” to someone. It comes out as a whisper.
• Your friends formed a circle while you were gone. You can’t fit and end up standing slightly askew.
• Waiting by yourself for friends. Pretend you’re texting.
• You tell a hilarious joke. Nobody laughs.
• You’re in class and you want to cough. Some other person just coughed, now you have to wait.
• Walk into the restrooms and the stalls are full; pretend you only came here to wash your hands then leave.
• The person in front is walking slightly slower than you are. You walk at an uncomfortable speed to get past them.
• AWKWARD SILENCE.

^I didn't write this, but its SO BEAUTIFULLY TRUE.